I HATE IT I WANT IT

Haunted by a mysterious affliction and living in a stolen car, 25-year-old Lisa Hedge grapples with her identity and dark impulses. As she documents her descent into the mindset of a psychopathic serial killer, she struggles with her compulsion to harm others while feeling an inner conflict about crossing that line. Years of torturing animals under the influence of a commanding voice have led her to desire more, yet she finds herself unable to commit murder, questioning her strength and resolve.